i was hardly can sleep lately..
especially throughout diz week..
even i was indeed so exhausted
of the so-called office hour classes..
and even i did try putting myself on bed
as soon as i reached home
to juz have a nice n rest sleep..
but in the end..
my mind juz couldnt stop working..
keep on thinking n wondering
keep on wisihing n praying so hard..
over n over again..
making my eyes widely open..
despite of laying over my cozy bed
under d warm comforter..
with d light swicthed-off..
for something that i'm eagerly...
dying cant wait for..
an awesome gud words coming from my dad..
how i really wish the day will come soon..
i can at last...
rest my mind in peace..
and calm my soul down..
oo ALLAH d ALMIGHTY..
do help me !
im so tired of all this unassured things..
all the hopes..
and all the dreams im dying for..
i realllyy need this to stop..
with a good ends of course!