~the hardest thing~

i know it's hard..
i didnt mean to hurt u.
sorry that i have to be harsh on u sumtimes
i juz dunno wat else to do to help u..
we both know the rules..
like it or not..u still have to do it..
it's all within urself..
no one can help except YOU urself..
i'm sorry..
sorry for all the things u need to go through..
sorry for being the one u love..
my eyes will alwayz burst into tears..
cause i hurt myself everytime i'm hurting you!