~dilemma~

i thought i've made myself clear..
wat else shud i said..
really make me lost....
camne ni..camne ni..
wat shud i do..
wat shud i say..
how come its coming back to me now..
i've been trying to avoid it nearly 2 years..
how cud diz happen agaiN?????
make me feel suffocated...
why?why?why?
i need sumthing else to distract me now..
Oh Allah d'almighty...
thanx ya allah..
alhamdulillah~~kejap jer..
masalah aku ni xdela seberat mane pon..
da...da..
juz forget about it..
aku kan da tobat nasuha..
die yg xphm2 ape aku ckp nak wat camne?